HARMONY of CHAOS

Universe has a music
So as the planets
The plants and the mountains
The oceans and the rivers
The birds and the animals
All the nature’s harmony
But there is another harmony
My harmony
The harmony of chaos
The harmony of panic Within me
It’s been there from the starting
But it hadn’t made me dance
It is something which doesn’t creates joy
It is anarchy in peace,
It’s persuasive
Keeps me pushing Continuously
to do something
It’s like somebody is lurking inside me
And thrusting me outwards
With a immense force
An invincible power
It is happening right now
Now, and then after the now I
n the next now
Even in the next then
Like a same record is playing Again and again
Unrecognizable, ineffable
And it never comes to end
Never halts
Just keeps on going
Painfully engaging is what this chaos is
Trance but not transcendent
The mind is too little,
Too weak
for this chaotic symphony
Don’t know what happens
when an agitated leopard
got trapped in a cage
made of leaf and dry straws
that’s the situation with my consciousness.
In this case Only one thing is certain
And that is
This harmony is not going to slow down
This harmony of chaos will...