all over my life

plague, plague...
plague all over my life,
of expectations, of illusions,
all over my life.

vague, vague...
vague all my dreams,
my illusions,
all over my life.

fade, fade...
fade all my passion,
my talent, away,
all over my life.

raid, raid...
raid my now, my this,
my here, my moment,
all over my life.

all over my life,
all over my life,
all over my life...
all of my life
went under the tide,Capsized.

bade, bade...
bade all others' ideas,
all their perceptions,
all over my life.

made, made...
made all fool of myself,
all a facade,
all over my life.

all over my life,
all over my life,
all over my life...
all my life,
without a fight, just given.

all my life,
i wanted freedom,truth,
emancipation, liberation,
awakening, enlightenment,
i couldn't see it,
it was already...
all over my life.